V.

To whoever it may concern......

When i tell you, you are special to me,

You really are.

When i tell you, you are important to me,

You really are.

Don't doubt me.

Once u doubt me, u are stabbing a knife in me.

Just feel like going back to my dark dark world.

I feel safer there..

Anyway...

i love the lyrics so much.

I can't resist putting it up.

'Same pillow' by Tei~

하룻밤 자고나면 괜찮을거라
그 밤이 어느새 천번째 밤이야
니가 떠난 그 날부터 매일밤 나를 위로해 줬던건
언젠가 니가 내게 사준 베개야
한시도 떨어져 살수가 없을때
서로같은 베개위에서라도 꼭 잠들자고 약속했었던

똑같은 베개 베고서 잠이들면
어디서든 함께있는 거라던
꿈속에서도 헤어지지 말자던
그런 니가 너무 그리워

잠들때까지 전화기를 붙잡고
사랑한다는말 지겹게 나누고
두 베게가 하나되는 그 날을 그리며 행복했던날
이제는 그 베개를 끌어 안고서
눈물을 흘리고 후회를 흘리고
너에게 다 미쳐주지 못했었던
나의 마음을 또 흘리지

언젠가 잊혀질 날이 올 것 같아서
슬픔도 멈출날 올 것 같아서
왜 옅으려 시간이 내 맘까지 앗아갈까

아직도 너만 꿈꾸고 있는 바보
이런 나도 잠들날이 올까봐

사랑이 눈떠 그 곳에 그 자리위에
영원토록 이거릴 또 누워도
너와 똑같은 추억 하나 가진 날
그래도 너라서 고마워

After a night's sleep I'll be okay
Unexpectedly, this is the thousandth night
From the day you left, every night
I have been supported by
This pillow you once bought me
When we couldn't spend an hour apart
We promised to fall asleep
With our heads lying on the same pillow

If we fell asleep with our heads on the same pillow
We would always be together, you said
Let's never say goodbye, even in dreams, you said
I long so much for that you

We stayed on the phone until we fell asleep
We told each other I love you tediously often
Dreaming of the day our two pillows would become one
That day we were happy
Now I hold that pillow
Spilling tears, spilling regret
Spilling my heart
That didn't go completely crazy for you

I thought the day would come when I forgot
I though this sadness would end too
Why won't time heal my wounds?

Like a fool I still dream of you
In case the day comes when I fall asleep with you

AWWW.......